Day 2

I've managed to avoid my father last night. He was busy planning the gathering of nectar for this spring. He's always busy lately, although I wonder what he is busy with... 
Although my soul and mind are at peace... I cannot shake the feeling which the creature has left me with. I have tried to scribble down a sketch of it but my mind fell into darkness. 
My wing has not yet recovered and my father expects me to greet the people tonight on our flight above the land. I should excuse myself and tell him I fell ill...would he believe me? 
Maybe I should convince Tyl to lie on my behalf, father always trusted him. But yet again... if I ask Tyl to lie he would most certainly ask me more about my untold happenings. What should I do? 
It is time for supper... luckily my father and I rarely eat together. He spends most of his time locked up in his chambers. 
I have to find a way of avoiding tonight's flight... it is of a great importance...

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I had the weirdest encounter. I shouldn't have gone down to see what was happening. 

Note to self* - Never go and inspect strange things. 

I'm back in the womb of the tree, my heart is pounding continuously. In my attempt to flee from the monstrous creature I have just seen I think I have scratched my right wing. It doesn't hurt, I don't think it does... but... I hope my father doesn't notice my injury. 
I should be more careful. I don't want my father to know I have been lost in the beautiful and silent woods, he wouldn't forgive me if he found out. He says I'm too precious. He expects too much of me... I only wish one day I could be free... free as the stars which light up our skies. But I'm not. I have responsibilities, I need to honor the name, the beliefs and the legacy of our family. 
I don't intend to upset my father, I don't want to disappoint him... but I wish I could break the seal of silence which has embraced our people. 
Thinking of the creature I just saw... I'm not certain I know what I have seen. It moved very fast, almost with the speed of sun light. It was tall and massive. I felt it's touch on my pale shoulder... it was frightening... but I felt safe... I don't understand! What was it? What could touch me in that way? 
I can't tell anyone about what I have experienced... not even Tyl.